saw an old picture of us and wanted to smash the fuck out of my laptop.
Posted 3 weeks ago
rosalina j. banaban;
i dont know how to explain it. its ridiculous. we only met four months ago and i feel like its been way longer than that. we’ve gone through so much, done so much, and laughed so much. throughout all the adventures and crazy nights out, i treasure every single moment of it. every goal and every mission, i could only accomplish with this girl. everywhere we go, people would ask her, “wheres your girlfriend?” everywhere i go, people would ask me wheres my friend rozy, even if they didnt even know her. we were known to be TOGETHER.
throughout all the little drama that we’ve been through, friends walking out and not wanting to be around us, she feels responsible for it all. little does she know that why would it be her fault? what did she really do besides bring us together? what did WE really do? all we did, was become good friends and become closer to one another. tell me, why is that wrong? why is that annoying? is it wrong to have fun and have someone who likes your company? its sad knowing that people were trying to break up a good friendship, or wishing that we arent the way we are anymore. but in the end, we just laugh it off and not even worry about it because we have so much more going on. it just makes us realize that quality is way more important than quantity.
the hardest part about being so close to someone is the moment when they have to say good-bye. no one likes to say good-bye, but it is a part of life that people go through in order to adjust to changes and become stronger. thats why the next month is going to be so hard. we didnt expect you to leave so soon.
last night, we all didnt want to have our emotions get to us, but its just to hard to hold in when you realize it will happen in the end.
rozy, congratulations on getting into ucla. i am sooo proud of you. you have accomplished so much at such a young age. i know this is the best decision because youre following your dreams, and the sun and beautiful warm weather is where you deserve to be. youre the strongest person i know—working those crazy shifts until your hair falls off, going to school at the same time, trying to be there for your friends and family, and losing so many people in your life, you still manage to keep a straight face and a beautiful smile. you define what living life should be like; is that even though you faced so many obstacles, you still want to chase your dreams. even though 4 months doesnt seem very long, it was the happiest 4 months ive ever felt. i knew you were gonna be the true definition of a ride or die, because you never let anything happen to me, and everything i said i wanted to do, you never hesitated but tried to take it to an even further level. no one in the world is like you. thank you so much for giving me things no one else would ever give to me, for all the adventures, for all the times you believed in me and told me to do what i enjoy doing and being there when i needed you the most. thank you for all the times that made us smile and laugh and do nothing but be the best company i can ever have. you made things happen for me and cherish when no one else was down, and that makes an impact on us. you are amazing, and you are a true blessing <3
i love you more than youll ever know;
monica thavy c.
Posted 3 weeks ago
cherishs 21st birthday; before the attack.
courtesy of: ricky saetern photography
Posted 1 month ago
04/22/12:
all the beaches were so packed, it was crazy. luckily i found my own private spot where there was parking and not a bunch of people around. got my tanning and my reading on… that is, until some mofos kept flying their kite and bothering me…. all around good day tho :)
monica thavy -- love life, and accept that it goes on...
